2005

For the first time in my life, I realized that the two people I respected and looked up to where far from perfect. But the very fact that these two figures lacked the characterizations of a supernatural being made me think twice about all the grudges I held against them, particularly my mother. You may very well wonder what difference this fact makes. Well, everyone is given a chance to be enlightened by a first try whether it be walking, swimming, or being a parent. Making mistakes is part of being a parent, thus I forget and forgive all the annoyances and frustration you have ever brought me. Purging my mind of the few negativities of your journey through motherhood leaves me with overflowing abundance of love. Love encircles care, kindness, devotion and other meaningless terms. I refer to them in that manner because love in its highest degree is the most any parent can give their child, and I have never doubted your undying love for both Jonathan and me.

 

This is not just any mushy letter thanking you about the uncountable things a mother has done for a child but one that truly speaks from the heart. Whenever I needed your help, you’d give it willingly despite the fact that it would cut into your sleeping time. Whenever I was feeling mad and frustrated about something totally irrelevant, I’d throw my temper on you but you wouldn’t complain. The trust you bestow on me and the way you understand how I feel no matter what the circumstance truly amazes me, and I thank you for that. But then again, thank you is an understatement of what I really wish to say. You have become more than just a parent, you have become a friend. And no matter what happens, I will stick by you through thick and thin.

 

The emotional roller coaster you experienced for the past two years has been both distressful and quite novel. There’s a first to everything and often, it’s not very easy. I know there’s a brave woman in there somewhere. Don’t be afraid of change. Change is inevitable, so one has to make the best of every obstacle. Life doesn’t suck, it’s just not perfect. Never lose your self-confidence and optimism for you will be your strongest source of energy when all else fails.

 

Love Always,

 

Eunice